After I lose my childhood best friend Apple Vergara from brain cancer, I traveled to Bali. I nomad my work and I learned surfing in Legian beach. I don’t see myself that I am strong enough and my thoughts are pretty pathetic. But it all changed when I traveled to Bali alone. I realized I wasn’t lack of strength. It was that I didn’t believe in myself enough and I wasn’t performing the right actions to achieve what I wanted to.